Cycle 1 – Queer Relational Circuits
Posted: December 18, 2025 Filed under: Uncategorized Leave a comment »For my cycles, I wanted to engage in play/exploration within my larger research interests in my MFA in Dance. My research includes a queer lens to creative expressions, and I find it very exciting to reach creative expressions through media systems and intermedia in addition to movement.
This was my draft score for Cycle 1:
A few days before this cycle, I had just recently bought a new coloring book without plannig of using it for any of my assignments.
The book includes blank drawings for coloring, questions, phrases, journal prompts, and some information on queer history. While flipping through its pages, I remembered that I could use the conductive pencil of MakeyMakey to attach the cable to the paper and make it trigger something in Isadora. So I programmed a simple patch with videos that would get triggered in response to me touching the page in the area where I drew a shape with the conductive pencil and or any other conductive material.
The sections of the book that I wanted to use were: “What is your favorite coming out story?” and Where is your rage? Act up!” I re-found videos on the internet that I had previous knowledge about, which corresponded to the questions I chose. I remembered being younger and watching a very emotional coming out video of one of the Youtubers who I frequently watched at the time. I remember it affecting me emotionally. I wanted to include her video. As a response for “Where is your rage? Act up!’ I remembered found a video of police being violent toward the public at a pride event in Turkey, where I’m from. As a queer-identifying person who was born and raised in Turkey, I was exposed to the inhumane behavior of the police toward people at Pride events, trying to stop Pride marches. This is one instance I feel rage so I included a video of an instance that happened some years ago.
In my possession, I also had a notebook entitled The Gay Agenda, which I had never used before. I thought this cycle was a good excuse to use it so I wrote curated diary pages for this cycle. I also drew on it with my conductive pencil so I could turn the page into a keyboard and activate a video by touching it.
These photos show my setup while presenting:
I used an NDI camera to capture my live hand movements, tapping on the pages, and triggering the videos to appear on the projection. The live video was connected to the TV and the pre-recorded videos were connected to the main screen. I also used a pair of scissors as a conductive material and as symbolism. I received emotional and empathetic responses as feedback, as what I shared ended up journeying me and the audience through a wave of emotions and thoughts. I also received feedback about how my hand movements made the experience very embodied, in response to my question of “I am in the Dance Department, if I use this in my research, how will I make it embodied?” Receiving encouragement and emotional resonance about where I was headed with my cycle allowed me to make liberated and honest choices. Spoiler alert: When starting Cycle 1, I did not know that I was also beginning to plant the seeds to use this idea in my MFA research showing.